A sudden urge to Write

2nd March 2014, 11.51pm

WHOA! it has been almost 3 years now since the post upthere. I just want to say, after all these years of studying and failing and studying and failing, I actually feel better about my course, Science Biomedicine! *insert fireworks* Now I'm a third year student and I feel determined. Determined of what? You'd ask. I don't know. It's just that, I get a different perspective of my course. Sure, we're not as fancy as doctors, 'cause we're the behind-the-scene guys (or girls). But what we do is equally important as the doctors. We are actually a part of a bigger team and we can't do our job properly if one of us flunk it. After all, we're in the human business. Sick people come to the hospital - the doctor take samples -  send to the lab - we examined it - back to the doctor and he diagnosed it. Not all doctors can remember what they memorized from their textbooks. It's not like sick people - doctor - diagnosed (tho it is true in not so serious cases). The doctors need our help to help him to help you (i.e the patients). 

I had always been afraid if what I do now is not right for me, it is not meant for me. But from what I've learnt, the knowledge seems to never cease to stun me. But of course the knowledge comes with a price. I've been stressed out, cried out loud, and felt doubtful of myself. It got worse when my results were like feces. But like what Good Girl  Miley Cyrus once said, 'gotta keep my head held high' there's always gonna be another mountain And I did, despite of what I felt on the inside ( a failure). And Alhamdulillah, the fifth semester had been a good semester for me and I hope it would last until forever. 

Personally, I think from Biomedical course, we can do so many things! Not particularly work in the lab all day, all year long. We can be in a research team, trying very hard to cure diseases, finding new ways of solving problems. We can be in biotech team, working on new technologies. Heck, we can even be doctors too! 

-12.30 AM, and I really must go to bed, because you know, tomorrow (or today?) is Monday-

Last but not least, few words for myself and other students who are also been struggling and in a pithole,

Just close your eyes and push right through,
I know it's tough right now,
This was meant for you,
When the clouds are gone,
Not a storm insight,
You'll be drenched in the sun,
With open eyes...
                                                      -DR-

P/S: Different perspective, try it!
         Start with nawaitu

...yet, another one

Assalamualaikum, maka bertemu kita lagi pada kali ini iaitu pada cuti semester yang ke-sekian kalinya..

Macam biasalah aokmer, sebelum cuti pongpang-pongpang idea kununnya nak wat time cuti. Tapi bila dah cuti kejadahnya menghabiskan masa ngan baca buku-buku yang dibeli guna baucer buku tu. At least okey la kan dari main asyik game jek..haha *padahal dah takde game nak main*  Best jugak hape baca buku2 ni, wpon hanyalah buku2 cerita, rasa macam beradventure, tapi through imagination..hehe

Tapi ada la jugak aktiviti yang bermanfaat Moi wat, and semuanya thanks to kawan Moi, Tikah. Aktiviti yang Moi join tu sangat la best. Alhamdulillah Moi dan sahabat-sahabat diberi peluang untuk turut serta dalam aktiviti tu.

Moi & Tikah

Di lain hari, inshaaAllah Moi akan berblog plak pasal aktiviti yang Moi lakukan tuu ..bukan ape, saje je nak kasi banyak post sket.. MUHAHA!

P/S: ni la first time cuti tu rasa berbaloi-baloi sket.. huhu. ciao!

brand new

BRAND NEW SEM, BRAND NEW PASSION, maybe? 

S.E.P.I

Assalamualaikum...krik krik krik.. sunyi sepi, itulah yang boleh digambarkan dengan beloq Moi sekarang ni..haha.. Bukannya apa, Moi busy gila-gila, nak rehat pon tak sempat kot. Pergi sana, pergi sini mengalahkan orang wat bisnes skor A. #eh! LOL. Tapi aokmer usahlah terpedaya dengan kata-kata dan janji manis Moi ni.. Semuanya bohong senohong belaka. muehehe

Alkisahnya, during this semester break, Moi did not do anything really beneficial  (as usual). Just the same old usual boring routine, get up eat watching tv surfing the web blegh blegh blegh... Sounds dry huh? but not so dry la everyday.. On certain days, Moi also got date with my friends maa.. haha 

Tapi kei aokmer, bendo hok paling banyok Moi wat ialah maing nge anok sdaro..wahaha! Pah dok kekoh pasal tv, ipad, mainan dio.. Sedak kaca budak kecik ni aokmer,, kaca-kaca pahtu dio ngamok, teriok..muahaha! (kejamnyo Moi) -.-  Tapi segalo kenak-kenak tu la hok wat kitore lagi rapat sbenanyo,, sapa Moi tengoh solat pong, ado plok budok kecik tu naik atah blake Moi maso tengoh sujud tuu.. Meme Moi ake rindu lah ko budok ni nati balik uni pahni..huhu

But at least, Moi did do learned foreign language like I've always wanted. And no, I'm not really fluent in that language. What language you ask? It's francais. Don't know why I learnt this language, *it's kinda hard dude!* maybe because I've always wanted to travel overseas (Still, it doesn't make any sense, does it?) But at least I learned some of the basic words and tested Moiself with my friend who is studying in French. LOL. Here are some french phrases:

Bonjour! Je suis Moi. Je suis de Malaysi. Je parle un peu francais. Comment allez-vou? Bien?
A plus tard!

*Have a try and start twisting your tounge! :p*

Begitulah sehari-hari hidup Moi setakat ini...  Terima kasih kat kawan Moi yang mengingatkan Moi pasal beloq ni...haha. Demi beliau, Moi menolak kemalasan menulis itu, maka terhasillah entri jameela ini. Sekarang sudah pon larut malam *tara kuca, tara kuca ca*, maka Moi ingin meminta izin untuk beradu dahulu di atas katil yang empuk yang sudah pon memanggil Moi dan bantak busuk Moi

P/S: Au revior! Bonne nuit!
        (goodbye! good night)


  

SeTeRRRRReSSS!

Assalamualaikum uolls.. -.- 

hari ni hari ke-2 moi kat rumah sempena cuti-cuti midsem 1 ni.. Moi berasa agak penat ngan 2nd year ni.. memang cuti ni teramat sangatlah ditunggu2 oleh Moi. tapi aokmer, apakan daya, cuti2 pon, ada keje. :( bukan satu, dua..tapi banyaaak.  Moi jadi tekanang plok duk fikir keja2 belambak ni.. dengan event nya lagi.. pastu next sem ada event lagi. >:(


oke,, da brape bulan tangguh post ni... sekarang ni tengah study week... bertamba setegheh tuu..huahaha.. padan muka Moi..kbai...

making the changes

assalamualaikum wbt,,

changes: easy to say, hard to do.. 

JUST SOME NOTES TO MOI-SELF

- your worst enemy is yourself.

- one has stop to complaining about the world, and start complaining about himself..

Selamat dewasa!

Assalamualaikum! Selamat hari raya ke 18 aokmer! Tetiba Moi terasa hyper  nak wat post ni, untuk wish birthday budak busuk nii. Heee. Hari ni birthday one of Moi's nephew, Akif Danial. =D . Maka pada hari ini bermulalah kehidupan beliau yang berumur 2 years old. He still got a long way to go, InsyaAllah. :)  Dalam post kali ni, mmg banyak photos beliau la ye, untuk tatapan Moi bila berada di perantauan nanti. Speaking of perantauan,, TAKNAK BALIK UNI!!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !! :"(  


HAPPY 2nd BIRTHDAY, NONEK!!!

PIN! PIN! SAYA DTG NAK DUIT RAYA! ahakz

FRESH LEPAS BANGUN TIDO :D

P/S: Akif, nyaya, boolat nonek adalah nama manja beliau. Heee